awesome pending

Lee, i have been slacking. i mean, i haven’t been doing NO work, but i’ve certainly been doing far less than i should be. if you read my post from last week, then you know i’ve been feeling rather insecure lately. i don’t know why. maybe it was the hormone avalanche i was burried under. […]

correlation or coincidence

hey-lo, Lee! long time no see. so i was entrenching myself in writing blogs- as you do- when the subject of depression came up. the blog i was reading very matter-of-factly mentioned that writers often suffer from depression. there was no fanfare or preamble- it was stated as common knowledge. because it is. which lead […]

Stressors

so i figured out the source of my stress (aka the cause of my eye twitching). my eye had been twitching for nearly three weeks and i was really starting to get concerned. it wasn’t going away and the twitch itself was causing me more stress which was causing it to twitch more. it was […]

Dating

i don’t like dating. i don’t mean i don’t like relationships. i like those. i like being in a couple. i would like to be married with children asap. i don’t like the part that comes before that. the part where you’re not sure if the other person likes you or how much. all that […]

Patience

i dont’ have patience. with anything. it’s the reason i don’t play the guitar today. learning and remembering the chords isn’t such a big deal. i could play an A, an F, a D, right now. it’s waiting for my fingers to toughen up. having to spend weeks slowly building up the calluses. that slow, […]

Anxious

i am going to the LA date for The Tour de Nerdfighting tonight. i am ridiculously excited. i’m also a bit anxious. obviously it’s going to be awesome because John and Hank and a room full of Nerdfighters. but it will be the first time i go to see John and/or Hank ALONE. the first […]