>video no go?

>so earlier i made and sent off my “secret” video. and i was SO happy cuz i was like, “yes! finished! and it’s not painfully boring! (i was so afraid it would be really boring) so glad that’s done and sent!” and then all the sudden, now that i’ve already sent it and it’s definitely much, much too late, right as i was about to drag my finger across the touch pad and click the “shut down” button i thought, “what if nobody likes it? what if everybody thinks it’s stupid? maybe i shouldn’t post that. maybe i should make a new one.” and then i realized, i can’t make a new one because i already sent it in!!! why do my second thoughts always come to me as i’m drifting to sleep/shutting down my computer?! (which is the same thing in my head. the terms are interchangeable.)

i have decided that the only thing i can do in the mean time is be happy about being done with my P4A video! now this is particularly special to me because it is my first P4A video! i hope that the comments it gets aren’t, “wow. this one’s not that good.” that and, “what’s with the intro? that’s the worst thing i’ve ever heard!”

wait. i started that paragraph in happy. when did it get all, “i’m just as paranoid about my P4A vid as i am about my ‘secret’ vid”-ish? because i’m not as paranoid about my P4A vid! i’m just mildly self-conscious. (which is pretty much my constant state of being.)

so yeah. now that i’ve gotten my ya-ya’s out, i’m going to bed!<!–

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>Videos-A-Plenty

>so… who’s stressed out cuz they have to re-shoot one video, and do another that they should have done yesterday? yeah, yep, that would be me. i was supposed to have that stuff in the can! i don’t know what happened!
ok, this is bad. now i’m lying to my blog. blatant neglect is one thing, but when the lying starts…
i, in fact, know EXACTLY what happened. i was like, “yeah, i know i have vids to shoot, but i’m just gonna sit here and watch YouTube, and talk to Sam, and Karolina, and Emma, and Amy instead. i’ll shoot later.” and then it was later. and i made a vid on my laptop. and the mic picked up the sound of the fan in my laptop, so now i have a P4A video with shitty sound, and that’s simply unacceptable, and… this is a run-on sentence, i’m gonna use a period now. sorry for those i’ve offended with my complete abandon of grammar.
so long story short, i have to start churning out video as soon as i get home!
the good news is i did make an audio track for the P4A video intro. it’s kind of bad, but i’m gonna use it anyway. so don’t make fun of me when you hear it, k? thanx!

so… yeah. one day i’m gonna actually have to work while i’m at work. i am NOT looking forward to that day! there’s too many things to do online!

ps. i love that one of the options in the dropdown when i type a “p” in the labels box is “half blood prince” followed by “harry potter.” :)<!–

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